First day of the new year. I woke up and cried for a few hours whilst texting my loved ones and reflected on the heartbreak of 2025. Losing an old longtime friend to suicide and navigating IVF during a significant dip in my mental health and GAD was tough. Yet, I got through it with the most wonderful circle around me and the resilience grew. Losing our little embryo baby just over 5 weeks has been painful, grieving over 2 losses in my life has been a battle, and yet recovery has begun and I’m s